today ii purposely put alarm at 8am.

to wake up play bball ALONE !

cos ii dont feel like staying at home facing him.

ii played at canberra park until near 11.

after that met up wid jeremy to grab a bite.

b4 ii start my bball. was sms-ing wid mother as well.

but ii know she is worried bout us.

ii tell her every single truth regarding yesterday.

including II PON SCH AS WELL. =X

den she sort of worried for her birthday celebration tomorrow.

she is afraid that it might not turn out to be good.

ii dont know how and as usual.

tok to Jeremy bout it. and somehow ii agree wid him.

put my pride away. take initiative.

BY BUYING BUBBLE TEA for his share.

went back. gave him. end up what ii get in return?

being IGNORED. not even a thank you. not a single conversation.

its like WHAT THE FUCK.

make it looks like im admitting its my fault. im trying to apologise or whatever.

BUT GET THIS CLEAR MAN!  im not trying to GIVE IN.

its jus becos of mummy. in e first place. its not even my fault. 

so ii wont give a damn to OPEN MY MOUTH TO TOK TO HIM.

ii cant stand sitting beside him. so 1 plus ii ran out of hs again.

went to playground slack. until 2 plus near 3.

sky become dark. looks like gonna rain.

ZZZ so no choice but to take bus to Jeremy's hs and rot !

wow. play his PS3 de guitar heros.

STUPID seh. fun but tiring.

but his dog is poor. cos ii scared of him. LOL !

after not long near 5pm. he fetch me home.

ok lar. trying to say its alright. BUT..

ii hope tomorrow can still celebrate mummy's birthday even without both of us toking.

cos... II REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE TOKING TO HIM.

ii regret buying bubble tea for him. THERE GOES MY $1.90 -.-

ii was trying to do my FLASH work. which is friday work lar.

halfway thru only.. cos its MAHJONG TIME NOW =x