ok ii dont feel like blogging today. 

cos ii can only say history repeat ! 

and ii damn sad. and ii cried until eyes swollen.

this is e msg ii send to brother.

but he nv reply. but ii think ii guess ii know his overall answer?

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its not e matter of playing bball. its e matter of keeping 2 ur promise. im not trying to stop uu from going out wid frens. but if uu cant keep 2 ur promise. why made this promise in e first place? uu know what this mean? im looking forward for today cos its finally our war is over. And we are back 2 last time. but what uu did is gave me hope. and in e end. ii receive more disappointment instead. although uu apologise and say tomorrow will play wid me. am ii gonna agree and put in the same amount of hope like today for tomorrow? and den history repeat itself again? same outcome for today. great disappointment. ii dont wish to quarrel wid uu. since history keep repeating. what do uu wan me to do? give myself one more chance 2 trust uu again? or give up on uu? ii seriously dont know what to do. im tired and sick of crying. tell me what are uu thinking exactly and give me a break please.

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